Letting Go of Self-Improvement and Embracing Freedom

And now what the law code asked for, but we couldn’t deliver is accomplished as we, instead of redoubling our own efforts, simply embrace what the Spirit is doing in us.  Those who think they can do it on their own end up obsessed with measuring their own moral muscle but never get around to exercising it in real life.  Those who trust Gods action in them find that God’s Spirit is in them-living breathing God! (Rom. […]

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Bursts of New (Don’t Miss it)

Have you ever gotten caught up in a season of life where you feel like nothing ever changes?  Have you ever felt disappointed due to thoughts that you should be somewhere different or doing something different than you are right now?  Have you ever felt shameful of your progress, wondering why you haven’t achieved more, healed more, etc.? I think we have all been there at one point or another.  This week I have been mediating on this […]

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Thoughts on Anxiety and Control

Recently, I wrote a creative piece entitled Letting Go of Control and Splashing into Life.  This piece was birthed out of a recent experience I had, during which I felt the Lord speaking to me about the role control has played in my life.  This was not a new theme for me, as I have dealt with “control freak” tendencies over the span of my life.  However, it did uncover a new layer of a familiar subject and brought […]

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Letting Go of Control and Splashing into Life

I stand at the precipice of all that’s comfortable and familiar.  Around me are trees that tower over me.  They create shade that block out discomfort.  Through their leaves and branches, I can still see glimpses of light streaming through.  The shade keeps me from experiencing the full strength of the sun and keeps everything around me shrouded just enough that I can hide away in my comfort zone. As I stare out over the edge of the cliff, […]

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Soar

With a clear purpose and destination in mind, I continue my journey.  As I travel, the way becomes unclear.  Before me is dense fog and confusion enters my mind.  The thought, “You are lost.  You’re too far gone,” causes fear to spring up into my heart.  Still, I hear a gentle whisper declare, “This is the way.  Walk in it.”  I take another step.  Peace washes over me and a bit more of the path comes into view.  As I walk, I encounter noise […]

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Give Me a Break

I have just returned from a much-needed vacation with my husband.  Some breaks feel like a luxury and are nice to have.  Others are badly needed.  This break belonged in the second category for me.  This season finds me in the last year of my grad program, the first semester of an off-site internship, and various other responsibilities and opportunities.  It’s a truly good season, albeit a busy and stressful one. In this season, I am learning about my limitations.  I […]

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A Note from my Diary: Anxiety, Letting Go, and the Beautiful Mess in between

It’s the letting go I need to work on. Let go. Relax. Rest. Trust. Embrace. Be embraced. Let go of all that feels jumbled, messy, confusing, disorganized, consuming, And learn to really trust and believe that He holds it all. Trust Him that He writes and re-writes my story. Trust that I won’t be lost in the letting go. I will be found & free. Found & free in the letting go. Focus less on […]

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Embracing Rest

At the start of this year, as I began to read through Genesis, I came upon these familiar words, “By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day, he rested from all his work.  Then God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done” (Gen. 2:2-3).  I started to think about the idea of sabbath.  In the […]

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Letting Go of Perfect and Embracing Enough

As I am writing this, it is September 29.  I started graduate school this month.  With the start of school, many of my lofty goals have gone out the window and much of my time is spent with a highlighter and a book in my hand.  Although in my academic past, I have prided myself on being able to do it all and to achieve with flying colors, I have come to the rude awakening that this time […]

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Closing Chapters and Turning the Page

I like to hold on to things.  Whether it be a relationship, a past season, reveling in the good times or processing through the bad, I have a difficult time letting things go.  These past several months, I have been learning a lot about the art of letting go.  There are times in our lives when God is asking us to close the chapter behind us and turn the page into the new thing He […]

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