To bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair (Isa. 61:3) Beauty, joy, praise…. would you say these words describe some of the core ingredients of your life, as it stands today? I can recall long seasons of my life where I felt these words were far from me. There have been times in my life that […]
Give Me a Break
I have just returned from a much-needed vacation with my husband. Some breaks feel like a luxury and are nice to have. Others are badly needed. This break belonged in the second category for me. This season finds me in the last year of my grad program, the first semester of an off-site internship, and various other responsibilities and opportunities. It’s a truly good season, albeit a busy and stressful one. In this season, I am learning about my limitations. I […]
If Jesus was a Therapist
The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners. (Isa 61:1) Jesus read these words in a synagogue on the Sabbath in his hometown of Nazareth (Luke 4:18-19). According to the scripture, He read these words not long after he was […]
Fav Book List
Where are all my readers at out there? I was always the kid who loved to read and would choose a good book any day over riding bikes or kicking a ball. And while I have less time for reading these days, with the demands of work, studying and just general life, I still try to find time to read whenever I get a chance. For all my book lovers out there, here are some […]
Incredible Resources for Enhancing Everyday Life
In this post, I wanted to share with you some resources I have found to be incredibly useful for trying times, tough seasons, personal growth, healing in the midst of anxiety and depression, and for simply making everyday life more beautiful, rewarding and fulfilling. Cleaning up the Mental Mess podcast by Dr. Caroline Leaf In my earliest stages of learning to cope with pervasive anxiety, this insightful podcast by Dr. Caroline Leaf provided me with […]
4 Beacons of Growth After Trauma
Hey party peoples! As I gear up to share more content with you from a Diary of a Hot Mess about mental health and faith, please take the time to check out this post from the Mental Health Grace Alliance called “4 Beacons of Growth after Trauma.” See you soon!
A Note from my Diary: Anxiety, Letting Go, and the Beautiful Mess in between
It’s the letting go I need to work on. Let go. Relax. Rest. Trust. Embrace. Be embraced. Let go of all that feels jumbled, messy, confusing, disorganized, consuming, And learn to really trust and believe that He holds it all. Trust Him that He writes and re-writes my story. Trust that I won’t be lost in the letting go. I will be found & free. Found & free in the letting go. Focus less on […]
Enjoying Life, No Matter What
Enjoying life, no matter what. I bought a pool pass last week. It was a big deal for me. After years of wishing I had a convenient place to go swimming during those lazy summer afternoons, I finally researched my options and did something about it. No more do I have to wish I had a place to go and swim. I can simply just go and swim. At this point in my life, I’m […]
Questions in the Wake of Tragedy
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Ps. 34:18) I was sick to my stomach over Tuesday’s news. 22 lives lost. 19 precious babies. 2 teachers. 1 troubled 18 year old boy. I have no children of my own, but I cherish my 3 beautiful nieces. My husband and I are looking forward to having a baby of our own. As such, I have been doing a […]
Directing the Movie of Your Life
What are some of the elements of your favorite movies? Is it the suspense? Is it the feel-good vibes? Is it the true story content? What about the storyline of the overcoming underdog? When it comes to our lives, we all direct our own stories, or movies, if you will. For fellow Christians, we might ask, “Hold up. Doesn’t God direct our story?” I think the answer to that is yes and no. God loves to direct our lives, with his permission. He doesn’t […]