Seek First: An Entry from my Journal

Recently, I have hit a sweet spot in my life. I said this in my last post and I will say it again. I am facing the exact same set of circumstances. The same challenges, the same complications, the same questions, the same job, the same ministry, the same relationships and the same family dynamic. But I am looking at everything through a new lens. It has been a long, grueling and gradual process. There […]

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Hope. The Expected End.

Lately, God has been busy doing so much work in my heart. On the outside, my external circumstances don’t look much different. On the inside, God has given me fresh vision and fresh perspective. My joy, faith and expectancy levels are on the rise and growing by the day. God has brought about a restoration of hope in my life. Hope is crucial for us as lovers of Jesus. Hebrews 6:19 tells us, “[Now] we […]

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Stop Worrying about Tomorrow

“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.” “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds […]

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On Storm Clouds and Rainbows

For the past couple of days, I have been practicing the art of silence before God. At the weekly small group Bible study I attend, we briefly discussed how important it is that we not only talk to God, but that we also make space in our prayer time to listen to him. Although I have heard this before and even taught this to others, it is not something I am always making an effort […]

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Public Service Announcement: Singleness is not a Disease

Lately, I have been getting baraged by people wanting to talk about my relationship status. It started with my well-meaning Father. “Theresa, tell me what is going on in your life? Are you seeing anyone?” My response, “Nope.” His reply, “Well, are you even making an effort?” Then there was my client at work, a man in his mid to late fifties. “What is the deal? When are you going to find a husband?” How […]

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Don’t Go Back to Prison

Recently, I have been reading through the book of Numbers. In the book of Numbers, the people of Israel, recently freed from slavery in Egypt, head towards the Promised Land. Numbers records the journey of the people of Israel, as well as all of their grumbling and complaining in the wilderness. In one particular instance, in Numbers chapter 11, we see that the people of Israel begin complaining about the food they have to eat […]

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R. E. L. A. X.

This year has been a challenging one. 2015 was all about change and transition, but 2016 has been all about the changes that God is doing on the inside of me. It has been a difficult and challenging, yet rewarding process. This is one of those seasons that I know I’ll look back on two years from now and say, “Man…I would not be who I am today, if I hadn’t gone through that.” I […]

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On Relationships, Words and First Love

Recently, I read this in Jesus Calling, a devotional written by Sarah Young. “You cannot serve two masters. If I am truly Your Master, you will desire to please me above all others. If pleasing people is your goal, you will be enslaved to them. People can be harsh task masters when you give them this power over you. If I am the Master of your life, I will also be your first love.” It […]

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Please Kill Me

This is a difficult post to write in some ways because I know many won’t fully grasp or comprehend what I am trying to convey. It might make some uncomfortable and some may even see it as a “debbie downer” post. But here I go anyways. Recently, I prayed asking God to kill me. Now, before you go crazy and get too concerned, hear me out. 2016 has been a good year in many ways, […]

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You Have A Voice

Close friends of mine often comment on my childlike voice, or baby voice. I have heard myself on voicemail recordings and it’s true that I can sound like I’m five, very high-pitched and often soft-spoken. Many times in conversations I get interrupted and talked over. I have been told it is because it’s rather easy to talk over me. Recently, I was at a small youth workers training and I called out to answer a […]

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